Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
In The Pursuit Of Happiness
and so far this year is headed in that direction.
Spent Nye with close friends
got things i needed
now time to focus on 2 specific things.
am i gonna name them ? not now.
Also the panic attack is no longer an issue right now,
Cant Wait for the Kid Cudi Show on the 23rd its gonna do me some good.
Spent Nye with close friends
got things i needed
now time to focus on 2 specific things.
am i gonna name them ? not now.
Also the panic attack is no longer an issue right now,
Cant Wait for the Kid Cudi Show on the 23rd its gonna do me some good.
Monday, December 7, 2009
well now this is something shocking
but this weekend i've realized how depressed ive really been . and it hit me really hard. it started thursday
and all i can remember is i just didn't want to deal with friends and family ,work or future events.
i'm even considering canceling the nye party.
i'm in limbo right now and maybe me not spending time with friends and disappearing is not the way to go about it.
i think its just emotions and everything thats built up over the years and haven't had a good Vent (crying) in a long time.
Sometimes even the biggest optimist can be down .
Just hopefully ill find the light at the end of the tunnel
and all i can remember is i just didn't want to deal with friends and family ,work or future events.
i'm even considering canceling the nye party.
i'm in limbo right now and maybe me not spending time with friends and disappearing is not the way to go about it.
i think its just emotions and everything thats built up over the years and haven't had a good Vent (crying) in a long time.
Sometimes even the biggest optimist can be down .
Just hopefully ill find the light at the end of the tunnel
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
My Downward Spiral
And I Thought as you get older things would be simpler.
boy was i wrong.
I Never meant to fuck it up. i feel like were not done yet. dont give up on me.
cuz i wouldnt give up on you.
i just want you to be honest with me. thats all i ask from you
boy was i wrong.
I Never meant to fuck it up. i feel like were not done yet. dont give up on me.
cuz i wouldnt give up on you.
i just want you to be honest with me. thats all i ask from you
Monday, May 11, 2009
If looks could really kill, then my profession would be staring.
Well Ive Been Working,Sleeping And Video Gaming. Such A Hard Life Haha
Girls Have Taken The Back Seat As Of Late , Because I Honestly Dont Need A Headache Right Now.
Have Been Hanging With Rob Alot Last Week,Need To Hang With Tom & Eddie More Often.
Bumped Into A Few Familiar Faces also Which Was Great.
I Have No Insane or Crazy Stories Right Now but Im Sure Its Coming.
Also I Love How People Are Going Insane For THose Naked Rihanna & Cassie Pix.
& Get Ready Beach Party 09 Has Returned
Girls Have Taken The Back Seat As Of Late , Because I Honestly Dont Need A Headache Right Now.
Have Been Hanging With Rob Alot Last Week,Need To Hang With Tom & Eddie More Often.
Bumped Into A Few Familiar Faces also Which Was Great.
I Have No Insane or Crazy Stories Right Now but Im Sure Its Coming.
Also I Love How People Are Going Insane For THose Naked Rihanna & Cassie Pix.
& Get Ready Beach Party 09 Has Returned
Saturday, April 18, 2009
What A Long Day
First I Leave The Clubhouse @ 6:30am Get Home @ 7:15
Only To Get A Call @ 9:30 To Come Into Work. I didnt Mind Cuz I Had To Be In @ 11 But It Sucked Not Getting Much Sleep. So I Worked Till 2 And Met Up With Angie & Anthony ,Grabbed lunch with them Watched Angie Get a Massage & did Some shopping. Didnt Get Home Till 8 & Made Dinner And Talked To Danielle For A Bit. Eventually Caught The Itis But For Some Reason I Woke Up Early Today Bah.
Today Will Be Highly Entertaining
Only To Get A Call @ 9:30 To Come Into Work. I didnt Mind Cuz I Had To Be In @ 11 But It Sucked Not Getting Much Sleep. So I Worked Till 2 And Met Up With Angie & Anthony ,Grabbed lunch with them Watched Angie Get a Massage & did Some shopping. Didnt Get Home Till 8 & Made Dinner And Talked To Danielle For A Bit. Eventually Caught The Itis But For Some Reason I Woke Up Early Today Bah.
Today Will Be Highly Entertaining
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